Tuesday, May 16, 2006
this is my life its not what it was beforeall these feelings i've shared and these are my dreams that i'd never lived before somebody shake me'cause i i must be sleeping now that we're here, it's so far away all the struggle we thought was in vain all the mistakes, one life contained they all finally start to go away now that we're here its so far awayand i feel like i can face the day i can forgive and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today these are my wordsthat i've never said before i think i'm doing okay and this is the smile that i've never shown before somebody shake me 'cause i must be sleeping i'm so afraid of waking please don't shake me afraid of waking please don't shake me.
-staind,so far
away
mrs Angeline made us do a personality types as homework the last week and i'm actually a ISTP;Introvert, Sensor, Thinker, Perceiver, in short, logical, pragmatic, and matter of fact; quiet, unassuming, and autonomous; realistic, pragmatic, and aloof; impulsive and curious about the physical world; flexible and resourceful; objective and unemotional.
The most important thing to ISTPs is the freedom to act independently and follow their impulses.
but i felt so much noiser now really.. my group mates didn't believe i was anti-social. so see! i'm improving to be a better self. haha and i'm not stir into those kinda troubles now and somehow the relax one corner -giggles- let things go by it flow kinda character has been changing and now i do rush for projects . i'm starting to make short term plans and i'm known as the only VISIONARY one in class. ha the only loner in this category. ha. the test was kinda interesting but just hate the moving about in the class.
i hope i didn't screw up during my presentation in my com tool class. oh goodness i feel like a brick is stuck in my chest i must have look like i'm choked by something.
so being an ISTP, pragmatic, matter of fact and been logical carry a super down to earth kinda thing. when now everything seems is like a dream.
