CITY OF ANGELS

counting down to exam: ELEVEN DAYS!!!!!! oh goshes. it's 11 days away. -heart skipped for a sec- did a lil revision in the library this afternoon. aqilah and i will have quite a long lesson tomorrow. hopefully i can make it for dinner at kang's shop. it's gonna be a tough week i believe but celebration n release will soon be after exams. oh yes and i like my orange nano sillicon pouch from sharold. so sweet of her. charbor thank you uh.-laughs was talking to lene just a min ago and look what had this girl done tt driven away my anxiety for a min when she said this : as we wait from dawn to day, i know our love will find a way. leney says: XXX:ERICA! LAI MA LAI MA! ERICA: SELENE~!!!! SELENE: POK POK POK! GO AWAY! POK POK POK! . erica absolute bangs . says: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA oh if you are wondering what it's about it's the lao ying catch xiao ji scenario. -laughs. and of course i'm the xiao ji. lene's the mo ji. rid.thank you , i felt happier this few days. thanks for doting on me so much. you know you are always my best ((: my 1% "men"luck n 99% moral support ((:-bows- Sometimes when you thought you care for her so much but when your least expect she actually cares more than you do.

life is beautiful with you;
12:10 AM

please click on image and ZOOM if you are shortsighted. thank you. ((: only members of "family" listed ppl have to come early. HAHA. maine ( how can i not have kuku lee with me?) ann (my top chef) lene ( live without ,miss yoda, how can i? ) changda (if you don't come cannot book in. HAHA) jinyong ( no fit one help me carry things i know you fit right ((:) the no excuse have to come: kappo ( if not next time don't share pillow with you) junhui jialiang ((: wenqi (assigned photographer. complimentary) kang (mr tao yan.-laughs-) kiat fei lin guowei jean min yee maurice chai wei chooooon ( bring waihsien ok -grins-) miss NANA.

life is beautiful with you;
6:24 PM

"it is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."ralph waldo emerson

life is beautiful with you;
1:20 AM

thanks for trying to make me realize the values and i know what exactly you were trying to carry. we were brought together by fate and bond works magically if only there is faith. lolipop days are over. whether did yours or mine turn out good or bad, there's always something worth treasuring and remembering. Be sad no more. Go do what you feel is right. To see you happy is a blessing to this friendship. And what i think is right is that all of you remain but just in a different individual way. feel it inside. just that sometimes silence is golden. Like said nothing is everlasting. But at least we have no regrets ((:

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1:54 AM

today's lesson was a FULL FORCE one. from 3 to 1030 in town then back to francis house. justina, aqilah and i sneaked out for a short lunch cause our stomach were growling in the quiet room. had supper with aqilah after lessons and manage to dragged myself home. on the train, listening to my pottie, recalling the same music those moment but a very indifferent feeling for what i remembered. everything seems a blink away. love was the element that brought our world so close once yet it's also one of the reasons that brought us so far apart now. things are just strange, these feelings are still indescribable though it's only occasional thoughts of you. If we are running in opposite directions from the day we part but how can we not meet again if this Earth is round. -quizzical- but according to all our reasons we had made for each other. it's not gonna happen ((: Real joy comes not from ease of riches or from the praise of men, but from doing something worthwhile. -W.T Grenfell

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1:58 AM

hmmm what 've i been doing this few days... er.. lets see. i experienced riding the bike. my palms were seriously sweating for the many times but this time round it feels cold but after awhile i like the kick when they make turns. wooo... chilling fun. got my new toy not long ago. it's so small and slim you don't even notice it when it is left on my table that is full of stuff. gosh`y and dad still didn't notice it yet. ha. bet he's gonna make noise over it for sure. lucky i did not smashed my 510 for a stupid video for god sake. so i still get to buy some things but this evil yet so gorgeous hairdresser managed to convinced me to spend 36 bucks just for a short trim with no wash and blow. lol can imagine how cute he is and how good he smellsssssss... yeheh! sounds a lil off .. lol. went out during the weekends with maine and weihao. it's been a long time i have shopped for presents and seriously there's not much clothing i can get now but i really need to get a new pair of sandal before i really slip and fall during rainy days and a wallet before all my luck and coins slips all away. hmmm. i gotta do some online shopping soon and get my A&F stuff . they are just simply irresistable. gotta get up early for induction prog in school tomorrow. it's really gonna be a tough start of this week before week end can come again. alright. ciao and good night peeps. ((: small lil tips to deal with your boyfriend when they say this to you: " hey can you get in shape?" " stop asking me to get in shape ok. for your information being round is a shape too!" they just nv get enough of complaining about how are you growing side ways as time goes by. but they didn't know that they don't sound as cute like the first day you met them. so better save up those nasty comments boys -smirks-

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12:27 AM

lessons are tiring now a days as though we are fighting battles. gosh. however, it isn't that bad still cause sharold and justina are really nice to be with and of course sitting with them pushes myself to do work faster and there's someone to guide me along the way. ((: so we manage to leave at 730 today finally. rushing home as my awaiting asam fish head is already served. -slurps. lunch and dinner are always good when mum is home. reading all those piles of papers is giving a headache. if i decide on everything he says no. when i let him decide what to get. he says i'm big enough to handle all these on my own. -roll eyes- ibook is really cool but only for FMS students. sigh. ibm and acer is bloody boring as well as info.tech. haha. lene should get an ibook so at least i don't have it but i get to admire hers -laughs- days are moving so slowly......exam's actually 25 days away i got the wrong info. so. 25 days to doom day. yes. good night all.

life is beautiful with you;
1:10 AM

counting down to examination: 26 Days oh gosh.. i'm only at my formats and some redo-ing of certain Qs to refresh my memory but not all yet. tomorrow is a weekend. should i go to the gym??? hmmm....or i should mug the juices out of my brains and leave working out secondary. i am heavily dependent on instantaneous food that only need less than 3 min to serve, maggi the great. what a great invention really. -salutes- everyone received their pack but i haven't got mine -worried- been listening to Karyn White-Superwoman, very nice tune, lyrics and vocal. woOts.... suddenly thought about how i used to love the piano since kindy days. i'm always switched to the auto mode to practice everyday. but one day i found that i lost confidence and i wasn't good enough and trying to drift away from it. And now, i have to be nag to practice and even i do, it's not practising anymore. It used to be something i'm passionate in but it has already become something i'm trying to avoid now. i'm glad that you, my friend picked up the guitar again. I'm happy for you that you are doing what you were doing again and in addition someone so dearly is with you walking through this journey. ((: so don't give up on what you are still passionate in you are the only obstacle you have to hurl. keep going man! ((: ha. but it's not a sad thing cause i prolly let my kid take up one of my those incomplete temporal keens. haha but no more temporalize.

life is beautiful with you;
1:27 AM

counting down to exam date: 29 days ( still got time.. haha. no la) got woke up by this call.. from NP. scare the freak out of me. dumb me actually slot the transferring form into some other boxes.-alamak- but lucky they called to re-confirm. so tired. mind is flooded with T a/cs, statements of cal, balance sheets and lotsa of formulae... awmygawd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! there's no way i can concentrate at home. alright i have to chiong i don't wanna be left alone at home and they are fine dinning at Westin. noooooooo..... annie tan: make sure your half day you call me. will see u 2 weeks later. maine: it's good to see you these few days. lene: very busy hor this week heh heh. haha. ok lah. tell me a day next week. it's been a long time we eat curry noodles. -slurps. no one is useless on this Earth, it's how you make yourself worthwhile living cause we are a step closer to death every seconds in our life.

life is beautiful with you;
12:20 PM

life is beautiful with you;
2:18 PM

we are suppose to go gym at 1. but.... ms lee shi min is still sleeping... tsk tsk. but it's ok. cause i know she will call and feel guilty about it! HAHAHA. you die! but it's ok. you don't call, i'll be seeing you tomorrow anyways. heh heh. a new chapter is starting soon. sis will be leaving tomorrow night and prolly be back in 3 years time. -counting- HUH! that's when i'm 21. hopefully she will return with a very cute newphew or niece for me. everything seems like a blink away. so 3 years is actually very fast. :S i have the bed all to myself but there won't be any more loud laughter in the middle of the night, weekend breakfast and someone at home to rant about things to. i'm quite excited about school though the course didn't really convince me well enough. but i'm still excited. haha. hope everything will be fine or maybe i'm just thinking too much . oh well! hardcore revision will start tomorrow. exam is only 3 weeks away. ohmygawd.

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12:34 PM