CITY OF ANGELS

finally i get some time to do this. it's physical deterioration and mentally unsound week for me. zombie by day and erica by night or maybe only on weekends. but still school is still good cause i get to have delicious lunch. classes, people and all are still alright. bus journey are not as tiring as i thought it was just that at times in the morning it jams but the kid that used to have punctuality problem has slowly been improving. so yea it's good it's good ((: i merely bump into people i know. but quite a few surprising ones. hmmm. and especially the one that i yearn and wish to bump into *coughcoughcoughyodacoughcoughcough* didn't apppear. lose your phone again this time round it's not from your mum but from me. please take care of your things my girl. haha. hp is a very important thing for the both of us. it's difficult to catch sight of you, you know it well -laughs. and please remember the CDS too. haven't been seeing my grandma for a week. didn't get the chance to tell her how's school and everything and she's somehow complaining about not seeing me at home. OOPS sorry. ((: for some that should get this clear. i don't really care what yall think about and what yall think what kinda person i should be with cause you don't know him better than i do nor do you know me well enough if you think you do. so save or keep those comments to yourselves and save the fuss for worrying for me cause i think you should worry more about yourselves and it will be much appreciated. Life is good now. i got my exquisite organizer and i love it lots. another part is because it was from sweets ((: which make it invaluable to me. helped dad mopped the floor today. hahaha. mopping is what i hate most i rather do the sweeping all the time. surprisingly, i volunteered. hmmm. but of course it for some reason behind it. -evilgrins- I don't know if it's a hint to me from above that recently, i have heard alot about people's grunts and frustrations. i felt i shouldn't even make noise about myself. although sometimes i curse and swear whenever something happened. but compare to others. mine are just microscopical. and now life is even better.((: so at least i'm glad that i was the one they share it with. though i'm not an adviser but i hope i'm a listener. as for besties and girlfriends. i hope weihao is doing good i'm missing the secondary school day table mate and juvenile nonsense in class. maine should be good. well showered with love and pampers. miss yoda should feel guilty for making this girlfriend of hers waiting like a love fool in different canteens during everyday's lunch break hoping to bump into her. ha. sounds gay. like some kinda psycho admirer. miss an nee well well, looks like there's so many thoughts racing in your mind. give yourself a break. whatever you choose to be hopefully memories still has it true identity. besties.. hmmm. ok wait. weihao is under the bestie side. sorry. -laughs. JY hmmm. good that things are at it's start and somethings are put to an end and there's definately a reason of burning those calories after such a long persistance. JH, totally drowned in the name of love. kappo, heard work is giving you shit do take care, grumbling do release much stress. mr mcp, know you are kinda discourage and disappointed by cancelled trip. haha but everyone are worried bro. ((: be sore over it no more. and lastly mr death-eater. hope you are still reachable in every sense and hopefully you saw what i have left on the msn.
i know you must be think when will it be your turn with your silly boo boo smile in the next second. lol. actually there's nothing for you. HAHAHA. you wanna know? call me now. i will tell you. there's always sunshine after the rain.

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9:39 AM

when shopping today. heee. it's something to be happy about cause it has been really a long long time i buy myself some clothes. ha. kinda sad. finally found a ideal shorts and quite a lovely top. adding on to my long sleeves which i only have a pathetic one in my wardrobe. though it's a lil way too expensive for just two items but once in a while is okay. haha. ONCE in aWHILE. yea yea -grins- watch this really really obnoxious and nauseous scenes movie. goodness. just about eating each other up. alright i know it's my fault but i swear da vinci code will be good. so mr feilin stop scolding me. have to get up early tomorrow. gonna be a long and slow day tomorrow again. this just made my monday blues deeper. what ever it means. haha. i'm going to bed. good night peeps. i will see you on tues sweets((:

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12:47 AM

down with cough and sore throat for the pass few days. this thick phlegm always stuck in my throat . haven't do any shopping of new clothes yet and i'm spending my long and slow afternoon alone at home now. my sweet is alseep. tomorrow will be my induction programme and this time i've got the right date, day and time. but it gonna take the whole afternoon. it's the last few days before my long long long holiday come to an end. it's gonna a brand new chapter. ((: as in BOTH ways. hopefully i'm won't be a lone ranger for 2 weeks when school term starts. it's kinda sad and scary to be alone moreover i missed orientation. but i thought it was really crap and i seriously loathe camps. stupid cheers and put up unity. plain shit. looks like there's nothing much for me to do for this boring afternoon other than just sleep.
i miss you sweet ((:

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3:01 PM

two days of waking up real early in the morning at 5 for exam and prolly the whole class flung accounts paper. it was only the first paper and everyone or it was me tt was very discourage to study for the second paper but lucky i was able to clear it. my body clock was simply smashed this few days. woke up early in the morning then went to shop for the barbeque food and all the needs. i walked 3 times in a day to and fro. mum said it was just buying of food no need 3 guy to escort me. haha. cutting onions made me tears non stop. utterly awful. lene stayed over that night and we were still laughing in late night like maddies. but it was really fun. ((: i didn't help the next morning cause i was trying to get enough sleep. haha. i'm a lil bad. mum helped me out alot infact she did most of the things. so we had food when ever we are hungry ((:so happy. chalet was really fun. i had creams all over my poor face and chocolate all over my hands, shoulder and even INSIDE my bra!. credit goes to ms annie tan of course. every time we have a gathering everyone get closer again. there's too many things to say about this wonderful birthday i had together with all my friends and my family. hereby, i thank all you people for coming and forgive me if i was a bad host. ann:huge erotically obscence card you made. but haha. thanks ((: maine: oh mum was trying to steal my bag. haha. i like it alot. lene: YODA!!!! yours really came to good use. hahaha. i love it. and you know my size just like know yours :P changda: you helped alot alot. thank you love. wenqi& sokling: wah. i didn't know a webcam can get that clear i have to be more careful the next time round when i pick my nose ((: and i love the A&F tee. wooo. my fav. -bows- thank you bro. jinyong:not only you know how to eat but you know how to bbq real nice food. eating is good for you now. hahaha. thanks for the cake ((: kappo: i love sun flowers ((: and i definately love yours. thank you . kang: heee. tao yan. thanks for bringing so much fun and your present too ((: kiat and ong: thanks, the bag was lovely. xingda: lovely and luscious cheesecake. looks like so far i'm the only fortunate one that has a cheese cake for birthday. thank you. miss nana & francis: i love the top and the bible. have long for one since young really. ((: others: thanks for coming and i'm really grateful for all your presence. lastly, i love mum. and ok la. dad too. :D

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12:31 PM

count down? no more counting down la! it's bearly 8 hours from now. time now is 1:29:40 am. execution is at 9. every minute that passes now, i'm a step closer to grave. -weak knees- but i'm on the bed now so i won't fall.. ha. brain not functioning properly. pardon me. i'll prolly end up with the fate of retaking again and paying another $100 hopefully my home's bitch(koko) which shat on my bed just now brings me some ultimate luck for the next coming two days. ha. i' m was fuc*ing pissed. bitch! today , fought battle for 7 hours with an one 1/2 hour of dinner break at northpoint with jus, aqila, jj and john when the others still have the mood to play arcade. -bows- but they are the strongest link in class what to do. -deep sigh- having morning breakfast with the girls tomorrow and have to travel all the way to redhill for execution. hopefully i don't miss out anything and the mrt better be in good operation. then after the 3 hours of struggling finally! i'm meeting lene to study for ABC paper. ha. that one. chicken feet. ( erhumph!) ha. cannot be too cocky. ok. just have to be careful -grin- ok. got to go. -sobs. night to all. good luck to the poor little me and to all the de vine LCCI students.((: my men luck do bless your lil one, that's me. ((:

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1:22 AM

hoho my long awaiting havaianas braziliano praia beatles is in town -jumps. now my whitey can take a rest. hopefully there's stock this time. been watching KO one this few days, fahrenheit's members are really funny and charming. only 2 more days to my doom day. and 6 more days when i will offically turn 18. but anyhow i care and fear more for that scary exam tt is only 2 days away...=S and still felt i didn't do enough revision. so disheartening.sigh.

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1:01 PM

ok. please don't kill me. and forgive my lousy voice.but

ann's choreography is good ((:

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1:37 PM

SEVEN days to EXAMs...!!!! s.e.v.e.n.7! -pulling out my hair- ahhhhh~ so helpless. oh goshes.

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2:08 PM

exhausting day. didn't have enough sleep and did extreme sports, alright it's extreme to me after such a long break. netball was more of a gathering than a game today. and it's special today. it's good to see the seniors and get to know the jr. even though i don't really remember their names and they look kind of alike to each other. same hairstyle,bags and accessories. ha. girls. but looks like there's a generation gap. quite lots of recollection when we sat down gossiping, how hard we trained even we didn't have a coach how the team went through thick and thin in the game as one with ms ng, the team spirit ,each effort one's put in to foster it and the private times in school when we will lunch together before every training n snack at the nearest 7 eleven after trainings. The times when we encourage and support each other's effort on court, the laughters during training and the messed up hair, smell tees, scrapped knees and sharing of tumbler and "traditional" and of course those dumb and juvenile issue that we fought over in the past and how the seniors hated us, but when everyone got back today. all repugnant and disagreement somehow subsided over the years. MDM ng. ha. a lil not used to it. a mum going to be. the way she talks about her baby and the connection she have with him brings lots of sweet motherly smile on her face which was something that i didn't get to see in my years in school. i felt the baby moving and pushing against her abdomen, i felt the little life inside her intrigues me to find out more about how it feels being connected to a life so closely. how great is maternal love. ((: god bless ms ng and lucus (if i'm not wrong) even before baby lucus can pop his head out he's already surrounded by girls. how fortunate. -laughs- i miss mum. hope she wil be back this coming week. my body is aching from top to my injured toe. have to get back to work again. au revoir.

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9:47 PM