CITY OF ANGELS

oh. i really wanna watch initial D. lucky us. we saw edison chen, shawn yue n jay chou. but i was more attracted to the first one. haha. all the gers were lyk going bonkers over him. obvious. hmmm. =D and i wanna watch alot lyk love too. hmmm. i think i will try going for movies on my own. sounds pathetic. but nv know. oh. i think i'm going loony if i dun get enuff sleep. sigh. think i was so lyk a zombie. i was posted to CBSS for exams. and oral will be in august. oh and i'm so fed up with my fugging fone. it's lyk there for nothing. call ans calls. wad's the pt. then gotta save $$ for new fone so no mng sales for mi. sighs.

life is beautiful with you;
1:11 AM

k wad's the deal. i think i'd been fucking stupid n idiotic the nite before for a trade of nothing but a stomach full of anger n eventually i think i totally ridicule myself . till i can't believe i was doing such stupid things. that is not me. well i think i USED to be there in no time for someone that i think everyone of my gerfren know it the best. thou now my presence doesn't help. but stupidly n brainlessly i was there last nite. fucking things i got was stares. attitudes. irritants n wadever fucking shit you can name. i felt lyk i was a clown, an IDIOT trying to cool the damn situation down and to cover my anger over getting all this shit. and i honestly i felt so so so dumb at the moment for doing something that is so not mi . n it's not for anyone out there. thanks alot. hmmm. i think this will really be the last time i will be there.. wad the hell. n bout heads high above. i should sae one higher than another la. aniwaez i hate to be compared between you n me. cuz i am fucking unhappy bout being the guinea pig of your relationship test n i think it's utterly uncourteous for a fren to do so. yes n i'm still stupid enuff to be there(times a 100 times. i can't stop saying this cuz i'm still feeling utterly useless for tt). i think your bf loves you so much it's juz tt his head is so head above. and it's so idiotic to be mentioned in this relationship. i juz hate the pic. the whole damn picture of yesterdae. i felt lyk shit. damn. lene i guess only you can understand that kinda deep shit i was in. count mi outta this. thanks alot. happy ever after ending for the both of you . conclude that. i can't believe i was a clown. can't believe i was so kaypo. i can't believe i was in love with someone i dunno. and i can't believe i bring all this upon myself all in ONE nite. ya n got fucking nagged lyk hell bout not sleeping at late nights n waking up in early morning. cuz i slept at 8 n woke up at 5.00 ( n i'm feeling lyk . oh-not-so-rite. now. n it's for no body. no objective.) yes n oso not eatting at home not eating at the rite time. WAD'S THE FUCKING PROB MAN!

life is beautiful with you;
6:06 PM

todae when out wit mr vain and ann. for a mr n mrs smith. that movie was damn dope. n angelina jolie is woooo. lol. then we met up lene and maine. n this brought-along -fen. jasper. hmmm. yea. i think i wasn't tt fierce n mean rite. hmmm. aiya i know they are expecting to see this. ok ok . yes i saw my cookie. but i still play calm and cool cuz i know i look stupid when i panick. n he's no big gorgeous drop dead hunk. but juz a drug addict face. but anwz. hmmm. ya that's it la. n they are expecting to see more. ya ya. then the best part was. that ger beside him outside shaw la. . but i wasn't jealous ok. nothing to be jealous of, GUYS!. jealous doesn't describe my feelings for that moment n any moment aft that picture. but juz.. i dunno. hmmm. i swore with 1o years of my life. so i will still keep my vows. i will crush him n kick him ten miles away n dun ever wanna see him again. hmmm.!

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12:29 PM