CITY OF ANGELS

ha i have so much of catching up to do and JAVA is driving me bananas. thinking html is easy but i am super wrong. everything seems to be like the same. huge confusion now and i've to do some crap website about myself. unexpectedly, i cleared my cmaths paper and my speech and presentation *give a lil pat on my shoulder*. miss nutty hazel bought me 2 lovely tops and got my shorts for me from HK and bought me a cute lil fury pouch and a necklace that looks like lime ha ok. she actually bought FORTY, god damn 40! knickers ok. for real.. this woman is crazy. she buy things in scary quantities. what else... hmmm. she got 20 necklaces and 5 same design top of different colours and oh real nice bags but that's not all i shall keep this content in case there's weak-hearts ard.. anyways i got so many things now that don't remember what i have yet i just kept buying and the most ridicule thing is i bought a sun dress today. C A N Y O U B E L I E V E I T????? lol and that's not it. it's P I N K. ((: ha i don't know when i will wear it actually. just not in the right state of mind recently and i want my PUMA tote so much but i just couldn't find the black and gold one. HK and shenzhen sounds like the ideal place for shopping.

went bugis with kah mun, sarah and sharon today. but didn't really have time to walk ard. suppose it's my shopping day tomorrow but yea. i've to go for full day class tomorrow from 10am till dark. oh yes and baby mathias is very cute and so tiny. when his lil hand turn purple really freak me outm, it was just because he's not used to the air-con. haha. cute lil thing. now that my piggybank hits back to 0 AGAIN. it's time to save and eat less to cut down weight on the same time. know what? SG SALES is here. =D
mr.ocd it's my haagen diaz time! ((: and is "once in a long while" here yet???? i will see you in less than 10 hours time.
night people.

life is beautiful with you;
11:46 PM

this is my life its not what it was beforeall these feelings i've shared and these are my dreams that i'd never lived before somebody shake me'cause i i must be sleeping now that we're here, it's so far away all the struggle we thought was in vain all the mistakes, one life contained they all finally start to go away now that we're here its so far awayand i feel like i can face the day i can forgive and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today these are my wordsthat i've never said before i think i'm doing okay and this is the smile that i've never shown before somebody shake me 'cause i must be sleeping i'm so afraid of waking please don't shake me afraid of waking please don't shake me. -staind,so far away mrs Angeline made us do a personality types as homework the last week and i'm actually a ISTP;Introvert, Sensor, Thinker, Perceiver, in short, logical, pragmatic, and matter of fact; quiet, unassuming, and autonomous; realistic, pragmatic, and aloof; impulsive and curious about the physical world; flexible and resourceful; objective and unemotional. The most important thing to ISTPs is the freedom to act independently and follow their impulses.

but i felt so much noiser now really.. my group mates didn't believe i was anti-social. so see! i'm improving to be a better self. haha and i'm not stir into those kinda troubles now and somehow the relax one corner -giggles- let things go by it flow kinda character has been changing and now i do rush for projects . i'm starting to make short term plans and i'm known as the only VISIONARY one in class. ha the only loner in this category. ha. the test was kinda interesting but just hate the moving about in the class.

i hope i didn't screw up during my presentation in my com tool class. oh goodness i feel like a brick is stuck in my chest i must have look like i'm choked by something.

so being an ISTP, pragmatic, matter of fact and been logical carry a super down to earth kinda thing. when now everything seems is like a dream.

life is beautiful with you;
7:39 PM

haven't been updating for almost 2 weeks i think. hmmm. projects are piling up and i'm kinda confused by what i'm suppose to do oh goodness. had a good laugh with miss kuku justina in class. haha. super crazy girl. and poor aqilah got disturbed by primary school kids and her ears are still hurting. so fast it's gonna be the 4th week of school and holiday are only4weeks away. not considering the common tests week first and hopefully we can go KL to shop for the short week break. the night at zouk was fun. though we had to squeeze through big crowds everywhere which some times deplete my patience for a second. but the music is still cool. i think i never touch on vodkas and chiva`s ever again . i'm starting to feel they are kinda sick though one glass of coke cost 8 bucks. looking at those crowds with weird 60s moves cracks me up. somehow look kinda "dumberise" by them.

hmmm when malaysia with OCD on tuesday morning. haha. super disturbed by his primary school passport photo. haha. it always make me laugh each time i recall it, like now.. HOHO. brought SDG140 only left RM40. can't remember how but i think we spent ard SDG 240 together but it was kinda worthwhile as i got 8 tops( ha i know it's a lil crazy) and sweet got 2 top 1 bottom and WE had WHOLE lotsa fun. looks like i'm the only one that is testing his patience, he doesn't have much though. haha. i'm only titled to my "Well-pampared Day" ONCE in a LONG while.

not till recently i felt this. but like it's something i have to make it out loud and clear to you guys. i'm pregnant. HAHAHA no la. just kidding.

hmmm. if you are feeling out of place and looking for the way back home YES it's good but i hope that's what you are really doing. i'm was kinda surprise that you asked me to help yea. but now you can have your words back. girl i can care for all the monkey business you are trying to do outside but LOOK! i don't have the time. but i will still dig for it but what. you aint even helping yourself to it and you can't seems to remember what you have said. so don't waste your time making such promises.

next, you think you are being left out. what's the true being left out should be. look. you can't club and we DID NOT say it was because of your age. but face it you are still months away. and i don't get why do you have to say such things. i don't see there's problem. you don't have to phrase words like that. you know you ppl are really selfish and self-centered. i bet you don't even have a single clue about it right. LOOK i'm not the one changing i'm not the one TRYING to drift away from all this. it's just plain bull shit. so what' i should be the sinner for all this crap? so if you think you are really gonna let all this down and move on by all means go ahead. i had enough of all this reverse psychological things.

this friendship never work andmy ideas are going empty. so maybe lene made her choice ;the rightful one. so maybe it's time to let it be what it's gonnabe. just stop all the sickening reverse psychology classics and move on.

i'm crushing my brains to come up with 700 words for our 2000 words essay. i seriously doubt i can put all pointers together by sunday. mon 830 it's the dead line and mrs bala never touch on a single thing at all. weekend and week day are the same for me. it's all about school, class, projects, tests and tutorials. i have to get back and start brain squeezings again. haha.

candid shot. trademark
patience test.

life is beautiful with you;
3:20 PM