Friday, February 17, 2006
it was quite a shocking news and i knew you wasn't prepared for the teenie-weenie bit that had happened. but what ever it is you told me that you have grow to be stronger so don't brood over the past too much. i know i can't stop you from thinking about even a single detail of the past but at the end of the day you should be glad that all these had ended, you got over it and now you found your gem. i believe god is fair to people, and people like him will burn in hell. just love yourself better and be more on guard on somethings. ok? sentosa date is coming.. hoho. i'm so excited .
i read this mail the other day. somehow realised i once did the same mistake too. i wonder off looking for a field to know what's a padi when i found one i thought it was it but actually i mistaken it and i believe everyone experienced that too. -luffs. that's my unawared first "love". -smirk-
then from others hand i found out what's a padi like, i got myself one. but it was for the sake of having one . so in the end it wasn't meant to be mine i let it go.
then one day, my least expected one came. we were off living a very sweet and happy life , infuatated and possessive. when things got over the border, problems started pouring in. emotions got uncontrollable. i wasn't skilled enough to take care of it, it withered. i wither too. haha.
then when i got to master it better i found one though it wasn't my biggest padi but would be my medium sized corn. over some ridicule reasons, i decided to move on. as i kept walking i realised there's nothing more infront of me. i wasn't suppose to turn back so i just have to keep walking...........
some people can spend their whole life looking for one padi. some ppl go around picking up many padi but ended up without any. when they realised it,the sweetest and biggest one had passed. the medium yet not as sweet one was given away and the next moment you found out that the field had left with nothing. great. -claps- so what? wait for miracles to happen la. (:
i'm so glad for my bestfriend that she has gotten over it and found her one. so be blissed n blessed that you got it ok. ((: he's the rotten one. let him rot and you shall live your life with more colourful butterflies, gaiety flowers, dazzling sunshine and sweet strawberries. (you must be wondering why all this. cause this what a wonderful life can be for miss cheenehneh) wanna bet?. -luffs. just wanna say love you bestfriend :D
