Monday, January 23, 2006
tonight MIGHT be some night that i didnt expect this night will come. ha.did i confuse you? it's ok.
when i thought i lost something. no things i would say but thankfully the words ruiqing said made me felt better that i wasn't just standing alone in the world, on this Earth. i am grateful that i had someone tt is more than just
a friend i knew years back . it's just like no one knows what happen tomorrow. mayb we will be gone like how this happen today. like i didn't know i would ever feel this way. when you thought friendship comes stronger than any other relationship after kins of course or maybe on the same gauge but now, the special ones i thought would last eternally stops here. the lost of connection, faith, bonds and identities. had prolly made me lost a friend or rather a pair of them. it maybe just a pitshop in this run and after all, things may still continue but things do change a lil. it's still sad for such things to happen. i hope there won't be more to go.
to selene, maurice, qing and jialiang. thanks for advising and sometimes trying to make situations seems better. chai and lene we should meet up soon tgt ((: qing. i felt i should say sorry though i was my decision for letting go. but i still have to apologise that that has caused a distance in our friendship. i don't know when will this go away but i hope it does somehow. and finally for mr shawn wan jialiang(in full) a million thanks for being everything in this world when i'm going through all kinds of things all this while ((:
annie and charmaine. all the best to both your lives. may god bless both you and your families. i'm thankful that we are still talking that's all. anyways, i'm still one call away. 8 nos away. ((: ciao.
