Thursday, January 12, 2006
my current wallpaper. i just find it cute ((:
won't it be good if we get to live there? interesting uh -luffs
mum's having serious menopause. just be happy that i didn't scream back at her for god's sake. it's raining cats and dogs everyday. it makes going out super troublesome. anyways the rainy esplanade looks especially depressing. i don't know why but chicken puff at the library was yummay-luffs.
rainy days somehow means gloomy day. aint it? or am i being a lil pessimistic here. right, forgive me if i was.
i thought it's really bad to laugh at lene's friend when she was talking about her problems days back but it was lene's fault ( you should know why you ass!) but i do felt sorry for her. relationships always has these potentials. smiling now and crying the next moment. loving him/her so much back then but now in a dilemma of moving on or giving up. but what could be worst than "when things were too late". at the end of it, there's a fact to face regardless it's good or bad. oh being pessimistic again? haha. sorry. i just felt a little sympathetic that moment.
well well, at this moment which's what i care more for i should minimize every possiblilty of any problems and just enjoy my student days before real responsiblities comes hunting me down, soon! shit. but i'm still having a well grip of life.
too much expectations might leads to huge disappointments but when you least expect things, there are always surprises((: that's what colours up life each day. -winks- how galvanizing. lol.
next week will be the shopping week for CNY. but not gonna buy anything fancy. just some tees. i just found i have less then 5 tees in my messed up wardrobe ((: and probably a jeans and sandals as pathetic 200 dollars don't do much help. and probably after new year i have to get myself a new MP3 i can't go anywhere without one. talking about this, flames and smoke starts fuming from my head. i hate DAD. it's ok. i always have my own ways.
life is beautiful with you;
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