Wednesday, November 23, 2005
life is good so far. friends and family. not really in the holiday mood. ha. prolly had long enough of it. LCCI will start this coming monday. ((: back to studying again. and that will probably be what i will be busy with. hope i can cope so at least i have spare time to do something else. shouldn't waste anymore of my time and nothing can be more important than my future. when now i have set those not so important things aside. can't be leading that kind of life i used to have in my secondary school days. though i felt it's a lil too late to realise it. but at least better than not realising it ain't it. -smirk- life isn't living for someone else and my biggest mistake was living it for someone else for years. which i can spend them doing more sensible things like study and now feeling sorry for myself doesn't really help anymore. i should live life it for myself. ALL for myself. contented to things and people i have here with me, indeed, they are very nice people. ((: anything out of that boundary will prolly be after or when i feel i'm capable to handle and when my faith regains. -winks-
maine and i were making plans for our holiday together with others definately ann have to be with us. will ask a few more along. ((: aint' rich kids. so taiwan will be our destination. yes! haha. but not gonna go when my bank only have $61. -laughs-
sometimes, somethings is more of the thoughts for each other that counts. the thought is there i believe the hearts can feel it. right ((:
was too bored so started reading my past entries. and WOH. suddenly i felt many things change. very much. -smirk- and for the good of course i'm happy for them. and if it's bad. it's already the past so just shove them in some corner of our minds.right? ((: yea. let's just wish tt life gets better each day.
