Saturday, September 17, 2005
today started out to be quite happy cause i manage to complete the whole paper on my own. and 80% of ans were right. and erica wong is freaking getting A1 for math paper. ha. unbelievable. when i thought i could tell this good news to ppl i think will be proud of me. yea. i got something that was really not nice. or i should say REAL BAD. and it's from someone i thought will be really proud of it. 75 is not enough for you? and hoping i can get a 90. your daughter here fails her maths all the way in secondary school. and now no freaking school wanna take her in but she finally score at least an A. you are telling me this is freaking not enough. not even a word of encouragement. but demanding me to get into accountancy if not into buisness management. what so great about them than something that your daughter truly interested and will love doing it. i'm freaking no genius. i'm sorry dad. and there's no way i'm getting into those course even if you send me to SIM. i'm gonna freaking get into tp and study design.
this suddenly blow crashed everything about what i thought that family will be the source tt will always support you in what ever you do. and i always thought that i have parents that respects my decisions and doesn't blame me for making such decisions. but i guess i was wrong. and i kept this thought since i was young. when today everything vanishes just like that. great. but if that makes you happy yes. i'll get my ass into SIM. lene i will be your neighbour soon.haha. and we can have lunch together sooooo often... -nods. will see you tomorrow girlfriend. thanks for being here all the time. i'm freaking having a stomach ache again. damn it. see you. loves. night pple.
life is beautiful with you;
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