Saturday, July 16, 2005
haha. finally. i finish one dance. n the whole afternoon was juz waiting n waiting. hmmm. no rehearsal. so i was pushed to feed the sharks at the eleventh hour. but lucky i did not jam there.but lene n maine missed my dance. it's ok. my dad mum n grandparents saw that. n miguel said if i do a good job he will buy mi a mp3. haha. someone was asking if i'm interested to do physical threatre. hmmm. but i don't think i'm really serious in dancing . but my dad was so happy over that offer. i dunno y.. i scratched my fone cuz i was dumb enuff to hold it when i'm in my mirror gloves. n now it's nicely decorated with lines. beautiful. hmmm. i can't believe i got drunk n knock out after tat not remembering wad i said to ppl. mayb a lil bout buayas that's all. sorry. but i really appreciate your company n hope i din distract you when you was trying study. oh yes oso the deal on my first time when i'm 18 n oso studying together. yes yes i remember. cuz i saw the msgs n sent msgs tis morning haha. but i think i din embarrass myself i hope. i saw kelvin. ewww. he came over n kiss n hug mi.(ok hes my sis ex. n they were together for 11 years so he treat mi lyk a lil sis) he's so huge lyk a gorrilla. haha. but lucky he din do anything cuz he won't dare to anyways. so he asked maine if she wans to marry him cuz he's rich. wad rubbish. my ex bro-in-law. HAHA. wad a title. n kept trying to mention bout my sis. i n my brother were exchanging funny faces. hmmm. he's really irritating. kept tryin to bring us over to the vip booth for more drinks. lucky i didn't if not i will really sleep there. hmmm we left like 2 n sit outside of the hall. it was rainning i think. so we decided to go home when my brother went to meet his fren at another club. hmmm. i only knew i woke my mum up cuz i slammed the main door too hard. n she was nagging bout something but i juz walk s8 to the bathroom. then i came online to chat. ha. it was crazy, i don't even know y am i online. then i switched off immediately when i lie on my bed. n everything went blank. surprisingly, i din dream at all.
but this morning my stomach was feeling kinda weird n alil dizzy. but no drinking tonite. my mum warned mi not to drink tonite. but i don't plan to anyways. cuz she' s complaining to my dad when he came back. " your daughter ar! drunk last nite. slam the gate n door so hard talk to her nv ans.(times 2) " but i'm not drunk la. i sit can come home on my own juz abit tipsy that's all. tomorro is my grandma's 99th bdae. HAHA. i can't turn up with a hang-over face. no no. i gotta look gd. gotta go back for the last performance. but i think the crowd todae will be evenly boring. but it's better. then i can leave with my 500 pay check. yes. haha. =P
some truth hit mi this morning when i'm having hang-over and it so so so hard to believe. i was telling my mum wad maine's frens were saying bout our family photo tt WE look like mix . then she suddenly " YES WE ARE!" i tot she was juz kidding, then she continued saying.. her mum is a peranakan. i: HUH!?. n her father is also a mix of chi n something ( she claims she can't remember) . i: HUH!?. so wad am i? n for 17 years i tot i was a pure chinese not lyk those ppl mix these n tt. when one fine day my mum is telling mi that actually i'm not or we are not. i gasped, stayed dumb n speechless for the rest of the conversation.. cannot adjust to tis truth la thou it's maternal side but it's still in my blood -faint.no wonder i' always mistaken as a malay. wth. n lene is calling mi a nyonya now.
