Sunday, July 31, 2005
hmmm. todae was a long long long day. i got up at 10 . by this dream . when i was crying in it n i woke up realising at the corner of my eyes were a lil wet. A lil. was bout my mum. k this conflict we had isn't over yet. so. ya. -sigh.
when to meet lene n studied for the whole afternoon. in the afternoon i was feeling hmmm. ok. telling myself i should take things easy. if it meant to be like this. then let it be. i still have to continue moving on. not till i n lene n my sis were in the cinema watching the island. the story was nice. but i think i got a difficult time watching cuz we were sitting at the first row. n i think i got cross eyes after that show. it was so near i gotta stick myself n lean my head backwards to get a clearer vision. n i think my eye sight is getting worse. but hmm while watching it this thought kept running thru in my mind made my heart sank .. to my stomach. hahaha. weird. but i dunno how many times i sigh todae but it's really a bad n hard day for me . cuz there were so many things running thru my mind. but i still gotta stay focus n force myself to study. force myself not talk n think bout anything. especially infront of my sister. n it's so hard. n i'm so worn out now. but i hope it's solved. i hope.-nods.
