Thursday, July 28, 2005
hmmm. sick afternoon. kept sneezing everytime i enter the room. till my nose got block.
i fell alseep on the sofa n woke up at 11. maybe i shouldn't. but i thought i should. contradiction.
when you think those ppl dun mean a thing to you actually. but the more they are worthless to you the more you mind bout what they say bout you. somehow u refuse to listen to those ppl tt really care n those who think u really meant something to them. first it was me that had trucks of doubts when i thought we could sit down n clear them,we did. and for a moment i tot they were all gone. till you got me when you start doubting my answers so why bother to ask if you doesn't believe em.. when i'm so sure here ,i suppose and how shaky you were on the other side when the slightest thing affected you.
the start of all this it's jus the comment made by someone that you thought is worthless to you. but her cause worth serious doubts to u bout my affirmation i made. -smirk. mayb i jus too dumb to make believe n let know i'm here whatever happens. but it's still redundant. cuz i dun make a difference,anyways.
be sorry to who? myself?. perharps i should.
